*O kadar \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc kaybettim ki saysam sayamam.<\/p>\n
Bu sebepten dolay\u0131 \u00f6nemli g\u00fcnlerde ve f\u0131rsat bulduk\u00e7a mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ziyaret ederim. Gidenlerle dertle\u015firim. Bazen\u00a0sessiz sessiz\u00a0a\u011flar\u0131m.<\/p>\n
*Bu s\u0131ralar \u00e7ok rahats\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Mezarlar\u0131 s\u0131k s\u0131k\u00a0ziyaret etti\u011fimi s\u00f6yleyemem. Ama her ziyaretimde b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n en az \u00fc\u00e7 ayda bir,\u00a0iki ayda bir mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ziyaret etmek zorunda olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Hatta mezarl\u0131kta hi\u00e7 yak\u0131n\u0131 olmayan\u0131n bile \u00f6n kap\u0131dan girip arka kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n\u0131n zorunlu olmas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum\u00a0ve hala bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemi koruyorum.<\/p>\n
AKLINA \u00d6L\u00dcM GEL\u0130R!<\/p>\n
*Peki neden?<\/p>\n
*Mezarl\u0131\u011fa giren insan\u0131n akl\u0131na \u00f6l\u00fcm gelir. \u0130\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na d\u00f6ner. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 iyi \u015feyleri ve k\u00f6t\u00fclerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, tartar. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fc hareketlerden dolay\u0131 pi\u015fman oldu\u011funu bir daha yapmamas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Kendine \u00e7eki d\u00fczen verir.<\/p>\n
*Bir nevi temizlenme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi olu\u015fur.<\/p>\n
*Mezarl\u0131kta yak\u0131n\u0131 olanlar ise mezar\u0131 temizler\/Temizletir. Dualar okur. An\u0131lar tazelenir\u2026<\/p>\n
*Bir nevi ruh temizli\u011fi olur.<\/p>\n
*Ben din e\u011fitimi almad\u0131m.\u00a0Bu yazd\u0131klar\u0131m hayat tecr\u00fcbemin kazand\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Hatalar\u0131m\u00a0da olabilir. Meddahlar\u0131n deyimiyle af fola.<\/p>\n
HASTANE-HAP\u0130SHANE-MEZARLIK<\/p>\n
*Bir de sosyal medyadan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi payla\u015fmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
*Sosyal medyada deniliyor ki: “\u0130nsan hayat\u0131nda mutlaka \u00fc\u00e7 yerin k\u0131ymetini bilmeli.<\/p>\n
1- Hastane:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130nsan hastanede yatarsa sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0131ymetini daha iyi anlar.\u201d<\/p>\n
Emekli olmadan bir defa hastanede yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0Emeklilik sonras\u0131 say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. \u015eimdi\u00a0sa\u011fl\u0131ktan \u00f6nemli hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f diyorum. Zaten ilk hastaneye yat\u0131\u015f\u0131mdan sonra sigaray\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ara s\u0131ra alkol al\u0131yordum, 15 y\u0131ldan beri onu da alm\u0131yorum. Sizlere \u00f6nerim. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131ya sokacak i\u015flerden uzak durunuz.<\/p>\n
2-Hapishane:<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan hapishaneye girince \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ne kadar \u00f6nemli oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yor.\u00a0Karakolda g\u00f6zalt\u0131nda kald\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 saym\u0131yorum. Bir defa talebe olaylar\u0131nda da hapiste yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bir defa da Konya hapishanesinde kad\u0131n ve \u00e7ocuk h\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fclerle;<\/p>\n
T.C. Ba\u015fbakanl\u0131k Devlet \u0130statistik Enstit\u00fcs\u00fc ad\u0131na anket yapmak i\u00e7in bulunmu\u015ftum. Mahkumlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerleri, yat\u0131lan ko\u011fu\u015flar\u0131, h\u00fccreleri misafir olarak gezdirmi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte o zamanlar \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn k\u0131ymetini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u00a0\u0130\u015fte bu sebeple su\u00e7 i\u015fleyip ceza evine girmeyelim, diyorum ama devletimiz durmadan yeni, yeni cezaevi yapt\u0131r\u0131yor.\u00a0Demek ki \u00e7ok su\u00e7 i\u015fleniyor.<\/p>\n
Cezaevi yapt\u0131rma yerine hapse girmeyi \u00f6nleyici e\u011fitimler verilse diyorum.<\/p>\n
3-Mezarl\u0131k:<\/p>\n
Can\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131kan hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin \u00f6nemli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131n. Bu\u00a0konudaki di\u011fer d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi yaz\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131klam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Hastane-Hapishane-Mezarl\u0131ktan bahsetmi\u015fken Azrail\u2019e ricam\u0131 anlatan eski bir \u015fiirimi de payla\u015fay\u0131m dedim.<\/p>\n
BO\u015e B\u0130R ZAMANIMDA GEL\u0130R\u0130M<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok yorgunum \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma beni,<\/p>\n
Yapacak i\u015flerim daha \u00e7ok inan.<\/p>\n
Konuk seviyorsun bilirim seni,<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f bir zaman\u0131mda gelirim inan.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki yirmi be\u015fi yenice a\u015ft\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Ekmek derdi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Daha bu d\u00fcnyaya yeni al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f bir zaman\u0131mda gelirim inan.<\/p>\n
Ellerimde nas\u0131r daha duruyor,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerimin ya\u015f\u0131 yeni kuruyor.<\/p>\n
Neden hep Azrail beni soruyor,<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f bir zaman\u0131mda gelirim inan.<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm k\u0131sa g\u00fcnde beni bekleme,<\/p>\n
Dertlerime bir de can\u0131 ekleme.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki de bir bizim evi yoklama,<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f bir zaman\u0131mda gelirim inan.<\/p>\n
Bir muz diktim karl\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
\u00c7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ar ancak y\u00fcz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
Meyveleri iki bin y\u00fcz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
Meyveleri toplar gelirim inan.<\/p>\n
NOT:<\/p>\n
\u2018Sonbahara\u00a0\u00c7eyrek Var\u2019 isimli \u015fiir kitab\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n
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*O kadar \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc kaybettim ki saysam sayamam. Bu sebepten dolay\u0131 \u00f6nemli g\u00fcnlerde ve f\u0131rsat bulduk\u00e7a mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ziyaret ederim. Gidenlerle dertle\u015firim. Bazen\u00a0sessiz sessiz\u00a0a\u011flar\u0131m. *Bu s\u0131ralar \u00e7ok rahats\u0131z\u0131m. Mezarlar\u0131 s\u0131k s\u0131k\u00a0ziyaret etti\u011fimi s\u00f6yleyemem. Ama her ziyaretimde b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n en az \u00fc\u00e7 ayda bir,\u00a0iki ayda bir mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ziyaret etmek zorunda olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fcr. Hatta mezarl\u0131kta […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":92043,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-93155","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-abidin-guneyli"],"views":100,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/93155","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=93155"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/93155\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/92043"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=93155"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=93155"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=93155"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}