{"id":43590,"date":"2023-01-20T14:52:03","date_gmt":"2023-01-20T11:52:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/?p=43590"},"modified":"2025-02-18T09:32:42","modified_gmt":"2025-02-18T06:32:42","slug":"safak-genc-anam-beni-unleyor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/2023\/01\/20\/safak-genc-anam-beni-unleyor\/","title":{"rendered":"\u015eAFAK GEN\u00c7: Anam Beni \u00dcnleyor!"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<div>\n<div>Ekme\u011fimizi kendimiz yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z so\u011fuk k\u0131\u015f sabahlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirim ben.<\/div>\n<div>Bar\u0131\u015f Man\u00e7o, Cem Karaca, Erkin Koray\u2018\u0131n sesini bilirim ben.<\/div>\n<div>Kara topra\u011f\u0131n, ye\u015fil yapra\u011f\u0131n kokusunu bilirim ben.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Vefan\u0131n kom\u015fulu\u011fun, kadir g\u0131ymat bilinen zamanlardan bahsediyorum.<\/div>\n<div>Misafirli\u011fe veya al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe giderken kap\u0131lar\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, e\u011fer kap\u0131 kitlenirse kom\u015fulara kar\u015f\u0131 ay\u0131p olur diyerek kom\u015fuya seslenilen, \u201cBir \u015fey laz\u0131m olursa kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k ge\u00e7 al\u2019\u2019 denilen zamanlardan bahsediyorum.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u0130nsanlar bir \u015feyler satard\u0131 tezgahlarda, sistemin daha b\u00fcy\u00fck markalar\u0131, b\u00fcy\u00fck firmalar\u0131 kollamaya ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nceki zamanlardan bahsediyorum. Yanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131n sak\u0131n ola ki.<\/div>\n<div>Al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f yap\u0131lan, do\u011fal \u00fcr\u00fcnlerin sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 tezgahlardan bahsediyorum.<\/div>\n<div>Kar\u0131nca karar\u0131nca, insanlar \u00fcrettikleri ile ev ge\u00e7indirirdi.<\/div>\n<div>Bizim zaman\u0131m\u0131zdaki \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yanaklar\u0131 al al olurdu.<\/div>\n<div>Ya\u011fmur ya\u011fard\u0131, sel basard\u0131 ama ne insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnde ya\u015f, ne de kalplerinde h\u00fcz\u00fcn olurdu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bilirdik ki kom\u015fumuz vard\u0131, iyi insanlar vard\u0131.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Ya\u011fmurlar vard\u0131 de\u011fil mi, buram buram toprak kokutan,sevdi\u011fimizi \u00f6zleten, \u00f6zlediklerimize \u015fiir yazd\u0131ran, etamin i\u015fleten ya\u011fmurlar.<\/div>\n<div>Ya\u011fmurlar diyorum say\u0131n abim sevdiklerimizin kokusunu burnumuza getiren.<\/div>\n<div>Nereden icabet etti, babam \u00f6ld\u00fc bilmiyorum?<\/div>\n<div>D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck bu boyas\u0131 ak\u0131k, binalar\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fck, insanlar\u0131 eksik, sadece betonlar\u0131 olan bir olay yerine. Ger\u00e7i Ahmetin babas\u0131\u2019da \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, Hasan\u2019\u0131n da, D\u00f6nd\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn de.<\/div>\n<div>B\u00fct\u00fcn babalar \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve herkes s\u0131nav\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olarak ayn\u0131 siyah boyal\u0131 mahallede selamla\u015fmak zorunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 art\u0131k.<\/div>\n<div>Babalar \u00f6ld\u00fc diye mi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck bu hale ki?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Anam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor beni.<\/div>\n<div>Duyuyorum sesini ninni gibi bir ses \u2018\u2018gel\u2019\u2019 diyor.<\/div>\n<div>Ge\u00e7 davar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na, a\u011fa\u00e7lar seni bekliyor, tarla ka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r s\u00fcr\u00fclmedi, tohumlar insan elini \u00f6zledi \u2018\u2018gel\u2019\u2019 diyor.<\/div>\n<div>Bir tela\u015fe bir karma\u015fa var k\u00f6yde.<\/div>\n<div>\u2018\u2018Gittiniz \u00f6ks\u00fcz kald\u0131 toprak damlar\u2019\u2019.<\/div>\n<div>\u201c\u015ealvar\u0131n, gara lasti\u011fin, \u00e7amurlu \u00e7oraplar seni bekler o\u011ful yet gayr\u0131.\u201d<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bu \u015fehir a\u011fustosta bile so\u011fuk art\u0131k. Nedense g\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fcme, denizinin i\u00e7inde bo\u011fuluyorum!<\/div>\n<div>\u0130nsanlar\u0131n nefesi kokuyor.<\/div>\n<div>S\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin bir rengi var, ke\u015ffedilmemi\u015f bir renk, nedense insanlar hep siyah ak\u0131yor.<\/div>\n<div>K\u0131\u015f ortas\u0131nda yanman\u0131n yaz ortas\u0131nda donman\u0131n resmi bu asl\u0131nda.<\/div>\n<div>Kim nereye \u00e7ekerse giden yular sahiplerinin, g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde o yular\u0131n ucunda olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hesaplaman\u0131n basit bir y\u00f6ntemidir bu.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Art\u0131k g\u00f6remedi\u011fim ye\u015fillerin ve duyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o\u011flaklar\u0131n sesinin \u00e7izilmi\u015f karikat\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn temsili m\u00fcsameresi asl\u0131nda.<\/div>\n<div>\u201cNeyin var?\u201d dedi<\/div>\n<div>\u201cElli y\u0131l\u0131m birde yava\u015f yava\u015f kaybettiklerim var\u201d dedim, \u00fcz\u00fclmedi asl\u0131nda. \u00dcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f gibi de yapmad\u0131, bende inanmad\u0131m zaten.<\/div>\n<div>Her ikimizde maskelerimizin ard\u0131ndan gizli gizli ate\u015f ediyorduk birbirimize, yaralanan yoktu ortada, \u00f6len yoktu ama arkam\u0131zdan a\u011flayan milyonlar vard\u0131.<\/div>\n<div>\u015eimdilerde bir garip u\u011fultu beynimin i\u00e7inde.<\/div>\n<div>Bir milyon borazancan birden \u00e7al\u0131yor ve do\u011fa anam beni \u00fcnleyor\u2026<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ekme\u011fimizi kendimiz yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z so\u011fuk k\u0131\u015f sabahlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirim ben. Bar\u0131\u015f Man\u00e7o, Cem Karaca, Erkin Koray\u2018\u0131n sesini bilirim ben. Kara topra\u011f\u0131n, ye\u015fil yapra\u011f\u0131n kokusunu bilirim ben. Vefan\u0131n kom\u015fulu\u011fun, kadir g\u0131ymat bilinen zamanlardan bahsediyorum. Misafirli\u011fe veya al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe giderken kap\u0131lar\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, e\u011fer kap\u0131 kitlenirse kom\u015fulara kar\u015f\u0131 ay\u0131p olur diyerek kom\u015fuya seslenilen, \u201cBir \u015fey laz\u0131m olursa kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k ge\u00e7 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":92089,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43590","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-safak-genc"],"views":155,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43590","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43590"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43590\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/92089"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43590"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43590"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43590"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}