{"id":148239,"date":"2026-11-01T12:59:01","date_gmt":"2026-11-01T09:59:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/?p=148239"},"modified":"2026-11-01T12:59:01","modified_gmt":"2026-11-01T09:59:01","slug":"kendi-gozumle-gordum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/2026\/11\/01\/kendi-gozumle-gordum\/","title":{"rendered":"KEND\u0130 G\u00d6Z\u00dcMLE G\u00d6RD\u00dcM…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bunu itiraf ediyorum.<\/p>\n

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Ben kolay ikna olan biri de\u011filim. Biri bana “Gitme” dese, ben giderim. “Yapma” dese, yapar\u0131m. \u0130nad\u0131m inatt\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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O y\u00fczden benim do\u011fru yola gelmem kolay olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Para dedikleri, makam dedikleri, \u015f\u00f6hret dedikleri her \u015feye bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Hi\u00e7biri mutlu etmedi.<\/p>\n

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O \u00e7ok \u00f6v\u00fclen hayatlar bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

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O \u00e7ok imrenilen insanlar mutsuz \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

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O \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck dedikleri \u015fey, en b\u00fcy\u00fck esaret \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

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KEND\u0130 G\u00d6Z\u00dcMLE G\u00d6RD\u00dcM<\/p>\n

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\u0130yi ki de g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fimdi i\u00e7imde tek bir “acaba” kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Acaba orada mutlu olur muydum? Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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Acaba o hayat\u0131 ya\u015fasam ne olurdu? Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey.<\/p>\n

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Acaba ben mi ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yorum? Hay\u0131r, onlar ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

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O y\u00fczden \u015fimdi do\u011fru yolday\u0131m ve zerre kadar akl\u0131m geride de\u011fil.<\/p>\n

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Bana diyorlar ki, “\u00c7ok \u015fey ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yorsun.”<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcl\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n

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Ben ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131yorum, ben kurtuldum. Siz hala o yanl\u0131\u015f yollarda oyalan\u0131yorsunuz.<\/p>\n

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\u0130NADIM \u0130\u015eE YARADI<\/p>\n

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Evet inat biriyim. Ama bu inad\u0131m beni kurtard\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc denemeden inanmam. G\u00f6rmeden d\u00f6nmem.<\/p>\n

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Allah da beni b\u00f6yle yaratt\u0131 herhalde. Gideyim, g\u00f6reyim, yan\u0131lay\u0131m, sonra anlayay\u0131m diye.<\/p>\n

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\u015eimdi anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Do\u011fru yol, en ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizin \u00f6\u011f\u00fctledi\u011fi m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanl\u0131k yoluymu\u015f.<\/p>\n

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Huzur, en ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri islamdaym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

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Mutluluk, o \u00e7ok uzaklarda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m de\u011fil, secdeye en yak\u0131n yermi\u015f.<\/p>\n

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\u0130yi ki denemi\u015fim.<\/p>\n

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\u0130yi ki yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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\u0130yi ki o b\u00fct\u00fcn yanl\u0131\u015f yollar\u0131 bitirmi\u015fim.<\/p>\n

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\u015eimdi i\u00e7im rahat. \u0130\u00e7imde tek bir acabam ke\u015fkem yok.<\/p>\n

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Ve bu, bu d\u00fcnyada bir insan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na gelebilecek en g\u00fczel nasip\u2026 \u200e<\/u><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bunu itiraf ediyorum. Ben kolay ikna olan biri de\u011filim. Biri bana “Gitme” dese, ben giderim. “Yapma” dese, yapar\u0131m. \u0130nad\u0131m inatt\u0131r. O y\u00fczden benim do\u011fru yola gelmem kolay olmad\u0131. Para dedikleri, makam dedikleri, \u015f\u00f6hret dedikleri her \u015feye bakt\u0131m. Hi\u00e7biri mutlu etmedi. O \u00e7ok \u00f6v\u00fclen hayatlar bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. O \u00e7ok imrenilen insanlar mutsuz \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. O \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck dedikleri […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":148240,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[142],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-148239","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ecem-akkus"],"views":72,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148239","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=148239"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148239\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":148241,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148239\/revisions\/148241"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/148240"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=148239"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=148239"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=148239"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}