{"id":146460,"date":"2026-10-14T10:03:47","date_gmt":"2026-10-14T07:03:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/?p=146460"},"modified":"2026-10-14T10:03:47","modified_gmt":"2026-10-14T07:03:47","slug":"bizim-savasimiz-nefsimizle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/2026\/10\/14\/bizim-savasimiz-nefsimizle\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130Z\u0130M SAVA\u015eIMIZ NEFS\u0130M\u0130ZLE…"},"content":{"rendered":"
33 y\u0131l boyunca Allah’a hep inand\u0131m. Hep. \u0130nan\u00e7s\u0131z hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131m.<\/div>\n
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Ama din konusunda \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131m vard\u0131. Belki i\u015fime gelmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in, belki \u00e7evrem y\u00fcz\u00fcnden, belki nefsim a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in… Uzak durdum.<\/div>\n
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Gel zaman git zaman hayat beni bir yere g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc ve gitti\u011fim yerden memnun kalmad\u0131m. Dedim ki ben b\u00f6yle devam edemem. Ve namaza ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/div>\n
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Namaz Kur’an’\u0131 getirdi, Kur’an tesett\u00fcr\u00fc getirdi. Elhamd\u00fclillah…<\/div>\n
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Ben san\u0131yordum ki benim s\u0131nav\u0131m 5 vakit namaz\u0131 vaktinde k\u0131lmak olacak.<\/div>\n
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Yok. Asla de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/div>\n
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Allah’tan ger\u00e7ekten korkan ve Allah’a ger\u00e7ekten a\u015f\u0131k olan bir insan i\u00e7in as\u0131l s\u0131nav bunlar de\u011filmi\u015f. As\u0131l s\u0131nav \u00e7evrendeki insanlarm\u0131\u015f.<\/div>\n
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\u0130lk s\u0131nav arkada\u015flar\u0131mla ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Dedim ki: “Arkada\u015flar ben imana geldim, tesett\u00fcre girdim, 5 vakit namaza ba\u015flad\u0131m, kusura bakmay\u0131n…”<\/div>\n
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Cevap ne oldu biliyor musunuz?<\/div>\n
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“Sen mi? Hah hah haa..!”<\/div>\n
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Bo\u015f ver dedim. Takma. Senin bir davan var.<\/div>\n
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Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: “Gitti\u011fi yol yol de\u011fil, uyarmal\u0131y\u0131z…”<\/div>\n
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Dedim bo\u015f ver, Allah’\u0131n huzurundas\u0131n, O’na s\u0131\u011f\u0131n.<\/div>\n
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Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: “Bu da alim oldu ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za…”<\/div>\n
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Dedim herhalde abartt\u0131m, kendimi frenlemeliyim. Alim de de\u011filim yani.<\/div>\n
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Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: “Tesett\u00fcr sana uygun de\u011fil…”<\/div>\n
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Bir dakika dedim yaa…<\/div>\n
Ne diyorsun sen arkada\u015f\u0131m? Kur’an’da b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey yazm\u0131yor. Kur’an’da edep, ahlak, haya i\u00e7in her kad\u0131n kendini muhafaza etmeli yaz\u0131yor. Baz\u0131 kad\u0131nlar demiyor.<\/div>\n
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San\u0131r\u0131m ilk \u0130slam savunuculu\u011fum da b\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Tabii sonra ki c\u00fcmle, “Bu da iyice \u0130slam savunucusu oldu” olacakt\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Ya benim derdim ke\u015fke \u0130slam savunucusu olabilsem, bu bir \u015fereftir de… Benim derdim \u015fu an o de\u011fil ki.<\/div>\n
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Benim derdim \u015fu an do\u011fru tesett\u00fcr\u00fc uygulayabiliyor muyum? Do\u011fru \u015fekilde dualar\u0131 okuyabiliyor muyum? Do\u011fru namaz k\u0131labiliyor muyum, do\u011fru abdest alabiliyor muyum?<\/div>\n
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Arkada\u015f\u0131m sen niye benim de\u011ferlerime bu kadar sayg\u0131s\u0131zs\u0131n? Sana bu hakk\u0131 kim veriyor? Ben senin ailene, evlad\u0131na, inan\u00e7lar\u0131na bu kadar \u00fcstten bak\u0131p k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcms\u00fcyor muyum? Sen ne hakla benim t\u00f6vbeme, iman\u0131ma \u00fcstten bakabiliyorsun?<\/div>\n
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Tabii o bir laf, bu bir laf derken ben ba\u015flad\u0131m herkese kurulmaya. Art\u0131k a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ana sayd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/div>\n
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Bu sefer de ne oldu dersiniz?<\/div>\n
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“Dine ge\u00e7ti ama dili hala pabu\u00e7 gibi…”<\/div>\n
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\u0130\u015fte mesele bu.<\/div>\n
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Biraz Allah korkunuz, biraz Allah inanc\u0131n\u0131z varsa, dini kurallara riayet etmek i\u00e7in \u00e7abalayan insanlar\u0131 rahat b\u0131rak\u0131n.<\/div>\n
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Zaten yasaklara uymak, nefsi terbiye etmek, vicdan azaplar\u0131 \u00e7ekmek, de\u011fi\u015fmek yeterince zor.<\/div>\n
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Bir de sizin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsemelerinizle, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamalar\u0131n\u0131zla hakk\u0131m\u0131z olan itibar\u0131 ve sayg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 elimizden al\u0131p, bizi \u00e7ileden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p hakk\u0131m\u0131za girmeyin…<\/div>\n
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Herkesin bir davas\u0131 vard\u0131r. O dava u\u011fruna ya\u015far. Kimsenin laf\u0131yla kimse yolundan d\u00f6nmez. Madem \u00f6yle, birbirimizin de\u011ferini sorgulamayal\u0131m; sayg\u0131da kusur edip kalp k\u0131rmayal\u0131m.<\/div>\n
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Bizim sava\u015f\u0131m\u0131z sizinle de\u011fil, nefsimizle.<\/div>\n
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B\u0131rak\u0131n, biz o sava\u015f\u0131 verelim…<\/div>\n
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33 y\u0131l boyunca Allah’a hep inand\u0131m. Hep. \u0130nan\u00e7s\u0131z hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131m. Ama din konusunda \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131m vard\u0131. Belki i\u015fime gelmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in, belki \u00e7evrem y\u00fcz\u00fcnden, belki nefsim a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in… Uzak durdum. Gel zaman git zaman hayat beni bir yere g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc ve gitti\u011fim yerden memnun kalmad\u0131m. Dedim ki ben b\u00f6yle devam edemem. Ve namaza ba\u015flad\u0131m. Namaz Kur’an’\u0131 getirdi, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":145850,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[142],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-146460","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ecem-akkus"],"views":207,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146460","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=146460"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146460\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":146461,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146460\/revisions\/146461"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/145850"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=146460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=146460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mersingazetesi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=146460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}